Sri Lanka: Hikkaduwa Sunsets
As a child I loved to draw palm trees. They were the thing I used to love drawing the
most. Thin strings of long lines, each ever
reaching upwards towards a green parrot thatch of coconut leaves, rustling and
weaving in the shine of yellow light from a smiling sun burning high in an
empty sky. There was an image in my
mind’s eye that I could see and could copy then create into new images on paper
which others could see. Writing is much
the same.

Amazing to think that this image has been inside me most of
my life. These palm trees have been both
here in Hikkaduwa and inside me for almost the same amount of time, almost at
the same time. It would be too easy to
grope for a metaphysical interpretation, carefully imposing a tailored meaning onto
a wonderful co-incidence.
There once was a time when I might have indulged in
that. Now, however, I tend to think back
about some ancient Polynesian explorers I read about, who used to navigate the
Southern Seas using stars as a guide to determine their position, and an image
of an island in their mind’s eye as a map for their destination. They sailed out into the voids of the unknown
towards an image they could see and feel and knew was out there waiting to be
found.
Perhaps it’s safer to speculate
that, sometimes, these images we see are a kind of map
for us to follow if we so choose. Sure, there’s an element of risk and ridicule
in sailing out towards those images – and there is no guarantee they exist -
but there’s also an element of regret and remorse when we realise that perhaps
those images are a part of who we are and might have found our true selves if
only we’d trusted in them a little more.

My train pulls out of Hikkaduwa station. It moves along towards my station of
Aluthgama as the sun sets across the Indian Ocean. The sky slides down behind the ocean horizon,
stretching pink clouds across a tangerine twilight. Between me and the waters are the silhouettes
of palm trees. Thin strings of long
lines, each reaching up to a green parrot thatch of coconut leaves. Same as it’s always been.
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